Dear Journal....

i feel guily >.

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 19:16:11 GMT

i havent gone to livejournal as much as i should have.....i guess i still havent gotten used to it...well ive never really had a journal and wen i thought about getting one and finally got one it only lasted for one day T.T...so yeah...first day of skool...bummmer!!!!! it was/is boring and boring and im guessing its ganna keep being boring...i should be just barely waking up but no! im here at skool >.<....wanna go home already -.-..rawr!..so yeah all my classes are the same....no dif from last mester so yeah boring! well at least i get to go home early woot woot!! ^_^...well anyways im out...ill try to rite more later i guess...o_O

LIP SYNC OVER!

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 23:54:47 GMT

OMG it is finally over! yes the lip sync is over...i have been a wreck over that for like three weeks and only two of those days to practice o_0 still don't know how we pulled it off. Joey was awesome!

so yeah the bad thing is that i didnt get to really see myself perform so i dont know wat i could have done wrong >_< but it didnt really go that wrong ^_^ yay!

i want to thank liz for helping me out with the chorographing and jennifer as well ^_^...and ofcourse to Joey who didnt end up bailing on me at the last minite afterall ^_^... but know i really feel like i want to be more involed with stage even thou i get nervous...i might join drama again, but only if i dont feel too tired.
ah the feeling of finally being able to let go of your breath is the best feeling that ive felt!

OMG FINALLY!!!

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:29:46 GMT

yes thats right i finally got internet yay!!! i am so hyped up!!! woot now i get to be online whenever i get a chance!

Tiresome week!

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:16:54 GMT

phew its really been a tireing week cuz of getting ready for open house.

Ok so yup hope that it really goes well and we make some profit cuz then that would really suk ass!
i wanna thanks everyone that has been helping lately and everyone that is going to help in advence...Thanks Carol and Steph your postermaking skills well for sure get us some hungry costumers... And to the person that i want to thank as well is Jennifer my fellow co president that has worked as hard as well
pricing and cleaning up those ceramics got a little tiresome as well but then it was cool to be able to admire the ones that were really nice. (i cant wait to finsh that unfinshed bowl, i hope it comes out nice, but i havent had ceramic yet and i cant wait since i have wanted to have it since i was yay high)...

I hope that we can do alot more fundraiser in the future...and for some reason that lipsync actually got me all syched up i kinda cant wait!!!

must plan that pot luck as well cant wait for that!! well i hope next week is less tiresome..untill next time hobie ho!

to amy things on my mind

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 20:12:06 GMT

Yay i finally got my BLACK FAME shirt yay! i remember when me and carol were tottaly up for becoming co. pres. just for these shirts(Carol dont worry ill keep our secret safe ^_^ lol)

So yeah its that senior dinner thats really wearing me out, ive got to go buy a dress and some shoes cuz i aint got any OMG ive got to stop leaving things off till last minute but theres just so much to do with so little time to do it that i dont know when ill be able to do what. im going to hollywood today to become a star!..lol jk, its just to go see if i can find a good dress and a mask for the dinner, hopefully i find them, at a low cost of course, ama go with liz on bus. it might be a long day.
then ama go to kristines to go do my nails yay i havent had my nails done for like over 2 years.

My sister finally came home after like a long ass time, i hadnt seen her for a week, she is very irresponsible it makes me mad, not even a msg...and shes mad at me for being mad at her...well sorry that u had been gone for like a week and didnt bother to tell me where u were and when u were coming back and not even a sorry for making me worry, she just had to make it all about her...shes the one that hasnt been home for like a week and she has the right to be mad?! well watever unless she says sorry i aint going to stop being mad at her, to top it off her best friend is about to leave on sunday and she doesnt know cuz shes been too self absorbed...its also her bf's fault he should be more responsible toward her...

The whole world is against me -__-'

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 19:40:34 GMT

ok so this is gonna be my entry of pure complaint pretty much cuz i feel like pouring at all down....

Has anyone ever heard me say that the world hates me, well it does. let me give the reasons.

BUS! i dont think there is much you can tell me to convince me that they dont cuz they do...if im one second late to catch the light and im not at the bus stop my bus leaves me while i wait like 4 mins for the light to change and im not exaggerating it does take that long so the bus tends to leave right in front of my face all the time. and if i miss one bus i miss the other bus so i always end up being late.

Work! well i mean it hasnt always been easy but i could at least handle it and well lets just say that that stupid owner has really reached my limit... like we have to close 15 more later than usual making it harder for me to have to close.. and then he wants us to give samples to every frigin person that breaths and i have to scream it out..i mean that aint to bad but the thing that i dont like is that he is watching us every minute that he can from his camara to make sure we are doing our job...i dont like bieng watched..and if he sees something that he doesnt like he complaints to us over the cash register on the comp... "give sample give sample..blah blah blah" URG!in totaly quitting!

School! well theres the bad luck i tend to have during lunch..like that eveyone always cuts...and they always happen to cut the line that im always on so my line always takes forever... and like today i finally got my lunch early but i had to pay 150 cuz i couldnt find my ticket and then i found it after i get to Ms Worles...UGH again!

Phone company! well lets just say that i have verizon, known as the best cell phone network... well it works on everyone except for me, everywhere i go i loose service not to mention that weekend i went camping with Kristine and i had no service whatsoever.. but everyone else who wasnt verizon actually had service at some point and i didnt have any..double UGH! i even loose service at my house and at the mall when im at work.
and since our bill has been high we havent paid our bill but i was ganna pay it today but my company didnt wait and lets jst say that i can only recieve calls and msg but cant send any... how is that bad...in many ways ofcouse, like for instance my friend at work thinks that im mad at him because he txted me asking if i was mad at him, and since i coulnt send him a msg saying no he assumed that i was and so he got mad at me and said that he wasnt going to talk to me... and when i tried to look for him i couldnt find him so i have to try to find him today and explain to him everything...

ok so thats enough for today and thanks to those that have stuck with me long enough to read to the end...until next time (hopefully i can write on monday)..lates

WOW its been a long long long time since i last wrote anything!!!

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 19:01:50 GMT

OMG i just realized that its been over a year since i last posted and the funny thing is that on my last entry i wrote...i quote them this is no lie"until next year bye bye lates y(>_<) peace!" wow that is funny didnt think that it would actually happen.

anyways enough about me let just talk about me now..lol...

so yeah my job has not gotten any better im more pissed off than ever so once i turn 18 ama get a job as mall security!! OMG i cant wait i really hope i get it...thats an update on my job status...

Ok one thing that im really excited about would be me being animal lover president..omg omg i get really nervous but ama work through it and ama try to make sure that i make the best of my senior year and this club will be part of it. well my classes are actually really nice to me this mester so im happy... the only bad thing is having to wake up early after waking up late for the past 4 month, im hoping my brain can take it.

well i dont want to write more on this entry so ill make up for the last ones by posting another one.

okie dokie

long time no write!!!

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 23:41:09 GMT

so yeah its been a long time since i last posted(very long time). ok so today is tuesday one of my days off so i am able to go to kristines and i did and i am ^_^....so anyways work sucks!!!!

what can i say except that it sucks jobs suck dont get one unless you need it not want one and that is an advice from a person that needs it not wants it because then i would have quit a long time ago. i got to sleep everyday around midnight after getting home from working , which can be harder than any normal person going to sleep at midnight because i have no fatigue am sleepy and tired and i go home to a house with an imcompetent family -_-'
anyways work sucks oh and guess what?!!!! i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico! ^.^

oh and me and carol have a speech class and we have to present it at any day and i dont want to because i definetly have no idea what to write i have like the worst memory in the world.well i also have to bring magazines for not one but two classes!!! rawr!! I really HATE my spanish teacher!!!!!!!!!!!i want her to die she is so annoying >_<. I am ok with chem since Mr Hines is not s strict teacher thank goodness for that. Mr Le Claire is not bad either so i m cool....oh and have i mentioned that work sucks and i hate my spanish teacher? cuz you know i did mention the bad memory right?....well ive talked forever so ill get going now
until next year bye bye lates y(>_<) peace!

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:39:47 GMT

ok so yeah i hate this man..i am sick and it really sucks, i hope i get better by monday or that would really suck....well anyway gtg ^_^

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:46:55 GMT

ok so i am finally updating in like since forever..the reason why is cuz my stupid comp broke down and it doesn let me go on the net so i will have to buy a new one soon so i need a job, i have been working on getting one, i think that if i hadnt gone too kaiser and cooking class i would have gotten a job by now...so yeah let me tell you how my life has been so far..

Prepare too read a lot so if you dont have time dont read it

ok so first of no more Kaiser YAY!!, but only a week of rest sucks, but hey at leat i got a lot of hours done all together and i am sure that i wont need to go anywhere elese to get more hours done YAY! and i can always go back to Kaiser if i need more hours no need to do more paper work Yay! may i say again YAY!...so yeah cooking class sucked ass...horrible idea going but at leat i get my credits YAY!...but it really did suck...and well the PSAT sucked cuz i think that i am going to end up with negative point..lol..yup it was pretty hard consiodering the fact that i i ddnt get to study since my mom threw my test..oh and the good thing is that i got to see Carol Jennifer and Tiare..it was cool!..and and some other people too ^_^.

so i have been trying to get a job, and i applied for food 4 less and i got a call, but they told me that they only could aceept one minor ther and there was already one so that sucked..i amthingking of working in taco bell or Ralphs ill see which one hires me...well enought about me and yeah i want to go to school for at leat two reason and one of them is for my friends, other than those reason i dont want to go to school all i want is too sleep -_-..so yeah life suck and then you die...oh oh oh ...i like this saying...SW SW SW...guess what it stands for ^_^...come on you can get it...well in case you didnt get what its stands for ill tell you as soon as i stop wititng about telling you about telling you..lol...ok ok so its stands for (some will some wont so what) he he he i like it funny i barely heard it yesterday nice!...well anyways latyer see you at school.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:30:41 GMT

i just had to put it cuz it was amazing how many people had my name

....^_^

HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
9
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 03:23:35 GMT

ok so every effert to get the kiser thing good is all over cuz cooking class messed it up..they said it was only going to be for 2! days 2, now all of a sudden it is 5 frigin days >_<

cuz of that we had to change our schedule to enter ealy and to get off 30 mins earlier...too much to do UUHGGG..so tired too much for us to handle..hopefullu we can...anyways laters

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:49:44 GMT

ok so i am gonna update on what my vacation has been like..three big things..plus 1

well the first one is that me liz and jess have signed up for volunteer in kiser..and it was a 2 week process..with two shots *ouch* and our fist day was friday..it was hard..me and liz walked alot..my sis was sitting on her ass all day.

second was carols party WOOT WOOT!
it was fun..and carol looked so prettyful, and we danced, we became the triple p's..lol..we now are dance partners for life ^_^ woot woot...lol
also her brother is on a band..lol..they were pretty good, and i got his autograph..*hehehe*( you know the real story carol..lol)

and the last thinng is cooking class..me and liz signed up for cooking class, and it was boring for the first day but hopefully it gets better, and i can cook yay!..

and the plus 1 thing is that i am going to make a movie date for saturday but i am not sure if it will happen but i will try to see...

well that is all for now

\m/(>_<)\m/ rock on you all!!

and v(>_<)v peace out

DAM IT

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 23:09:18 GMT

Man it sucks i went to that stupid appointment waited for like 2 dam hours to finally get attended and when i finally did all they did was scan my thumb and take a pic of me in less that one minute...<b>I AM SO MAD-_-'</b > what a dam waist of time, but hey it is important so i had to do it..and i am not the patient type, i was dying there..so yeah i didnt get to go to per 4...

i am so sorry Geo for not making it in time, i really thought that i was, becasue it only took like half an hour for my sis but 2 hours for me....well anyways laters

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 04:19:37 GMT

ok so i finally got online -_-' finally..dont know how long it will last though..well anyways i also found out i got stamped as venus ^_^ cool..welll anyways i am going to try to see if i can see whoch house i am in..well laters

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:04:09 GMT

ok so today i figured out my life sucks....like today when i went to work, i worked for 6 hours and only made 20 bucks, i could have said something but since i knew the lady too well and i didnt want to look like an ass i didnt ask her for more, i guess you can say i am too nice sometimes -_-' i sometimes think i am..like one day i almost got run over by a guy talikng on his cell, i could have said shit or at least taken his lisence number but i didnt...hhmm... i also hope to one day move as far away form my mom, that is one reason i want to move to japan because i dont think i can stand living with my mom, some people think their mom sucks because they happen to care too much for them and keep an eye on them and always make sure they are safe, well trust me i wish i had your mother because my mom doesnt care shit about me i just dont know how much i can stand, she is one the worst mothers ever..i wonder to myself all the time, why did my mom have me if she didnt intend on taking good care of me and ,my sister why did she even have us, she should have just played it safer or at least aborted( even though i dont believe in it) but the way my mom is i iknow it would have maybe been better...i hope that i can stand it much longer because then i wouldnt know what to do....i am lost...i hate this

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 05:06:46 GMT

Ok so today i didnt get to be on ethe comp on as much as i wanted because wehn i got home i told my sis about the job at mcdonald and she had already fille dit up in the net but they told her to go to mcdonalds.. and when we got there she had to fill up a whole nother one -_-.. so he had to go back home and it was so hot when we went to mcdonalds yet going back home 0_o.. so once we got home it took a while for my sis to fill it up and whe she did my mom wanted us to go but some food at the morket since we were going back to mcdonalds to leave the application... so we did and we got home around 8 and we had to excersis so we did so i didnt get to loog on untill around 9...but today was such a hot day i didnt think that i was going to make it ..well anyways laters

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 04:21:29 GMT

ok so not mush today school was boring, but when i got home i worked on my story some more and read Aishiteruze baby, its so awesome, but surely i hope to finish it soon. well anywyas i am so tire..well bye bye ^_^

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 00:17:00 GMT

Ok so yesterday my mom was hogging the comp all day so i didnt get that long to be on it, but today is different ^_^....so yesterday me and my sister thought of a new new excersise plan..dam i was beat when we finished, not to mention aching-_-... so when i woke up i was still the same, I was like that all during school, but i didnt show it much...so when i got home my mom happened to buy us a new TV YAY!! ^_^ finally, but she also bought some printer ink so now we could print ^_^ YAY!! again....ok so today i also fixed my journal. it looks so awesome I am so proud of myself..well anyways untill next time ^_^

day

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 21:08:02 GMT

ok so i got up today around 8:30 so that i could get ready to go to work.. but when i got there i wasnt neede so i had to go back home..but i went walking to get there and to get home, it was so hot!!!...i dont like the heat. So when i got home my sister told me that the internet wasnt working so i came and fixed ^_^....but then i had to figure out how to use the lJ-cut...thank god i did ^_^ i thought that i was never going to het it...but know i have top learn how to BOLD things -_-...well hopefully i learn..well anyways ttyl.

Hot

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 20:42:33 GMT

Wow its so dam hot -_-.. i cant stand this place... well good thing my mom finally bouhgt us new fan ^_^ yay...well yeah today was all hot as always well uummm lets see i am kinda bored nothing to do..well my mom wanted me to put some cars on sell for her BORING but i had to do it. well yeah i was just hoping to start the thing that Carol had a great i dea for ...but i stil am not used to this place??/well yeah talt to ya peoples laters